405 Pages
Independently Published
October 31, 2023
ISBN: 979-8864391839
Everyone should read this book. The author draws from her own knowledge of living in Dubai to create a realistic story about the complex society in Arab countries. The story is set in a fictional Muslim nation, but effectively evokes the exotic, desert setting of the Middle East. I have been exposed to Middle Eastern individuals here in the U.S. but my knowledge is limited, so I appreciated the opportunity to learn more about them and their way of life. Parts of the book are difficult to read as a Westerner, but they provide insight into the people and culture of a patriarchal society. The story shines on people’s need for Jesus’ redemption no matter where they live or what their heritage.
The book is not a romance per se, but there is a romance thread between the hero and heroine. Zahir is intelligent and full of integrity, yet flawed like us all. He has a temper which I can relate to and his responses gave me pause to consider my own reactions to situations. I love his protective nature (which is part of what makes him a great doctor), and the interactions among him and his family members: teasing and loving each other as well as experiencing difficulties and having hard conversations. I especially loved his grandfather. Despite his frail health, he is a force to be reckoned with, and he plays an integral part in setting things right as the story progresses.
My heart broke for Fatima as she struggled to deal with her life, that of a fourth wife of an overbearing and sometimes violent. The other wives are spiteful and mean, and it is difficult to watch her cower rather than speak up. However, as young as she was, and in her cultural situation, her behavior was normal. Her friend Amira is a pistol and has issues of her own. Her world is turned upside down at one point, and she must reconcile how she feels about what happens. Her reaction is very realistic, and I saw her pain behind the anger. I look forward to her story in book 2. The ending is fantastic with lots of twists and turns along the way, most of which I didn’t see coming. If I Dream does a great job of showing that people are the same everywhere, desiring the same things: good health, a loving family, and the ability to provide for themselves. Highly recommended.
Book Blurb:
Her destiny is determined by her family.
Her dreams are overshadowed by her duty.
Until, one night, it all changes…
Six years ago, Fatima al-Fatah was married off to a man old enough to be her father. At first, she had hoped to find love and belonging in her husband’s established household. The reality has turned out to be much more grim. Jealous and bitter, her husband’s other three wives despise and constantly berate her. Fatima begins to believe in her worthlessness, as she has been unable to deliver the one thing her husband desperately desires. Things quickly go from bad to worse in the span of a night, leaving her struggling to survive.
When Dr. Zahir Sayeed failed to protect Fatima six years ago, he ran away in shame, never intending to return. He has only come back to his birthplace out of an obligation to his family. Little do they know, he carries a secret that could send him to prison, or worse. When an accident brings Fatima back into his life, he finds himself drawn to her spirit and courage–an attraction that can only bring trouble. As he helps Fatima discover her true worth, he soon realizes that she is on the verge of uncovering a dangerous secret herself . . .
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