Welcome to Novel PASTimes, Lady Abigail. We’re pleased you stopped by today.
I’m delighted to be here. Lovely to meet you. Please call me Abby, all my friends do.
So, Abby, you’re married? For how long?
Nick and I have been married for over ten years, but he’d enlisted in the Napoleonic Wars shortly after the war began. We’d only been married a day before he was called to the front lines.
That’s a short time to be together. How did you stay in touch through letters?
I wrote Nick every day for years but never received a reply. You see, he’d been recruited by a special regiment within the Foreign Office to spy for the crown and was stationed deep undercover in France. He couldn’t risk his letters being confiscated and compromising the mission. He tried to sneak a couple through with his handler, but they never reached me.
Goodness. Did you think he’d died?
My heart refused to believe. Not even when the crown declared him missing and a casualty of war. I didn’t want to accept that all my prayers had gone unheard. Despite the bodiless funeral and the condolences and sympathy of my friends and family, I couldn’t shake the feeling that Nick was out there somewhere—still alive.
What got you through those hard years?
My mother-in-law, Mama Em. I couldn’t have made it without her strong faith and words of wisdom. She’s the one who told me to take my questions and fears to God. He could handle them. Some days, though, I could barely breathe. My longing for Nick and grief suffocated me. On those occasions, Mama Em would remind me that we’d get through if we just kept breathing. She was right. I learned most from this trial that God listens to our prayers. Even if we don’t hear Him, He’s working. His timing and ways are better than ours, and He works all things together for our good.
I’m sure her passing was difficult.
Most definitely. She was my last link to Nick. Tossing the handful of dirt on her grave felt so final. It hit me that she wasn’t coming back, and I started to believe neither was Nick. It had been ten years since he’d left, and I was under a lot of pressure from my family to remarry. I didn’t want to burden them, but I loved Nick and couldn’t imagine a life with anyone else taking his place.
Thank heaven that didn’t happen.
(Laughs) Indeed. What a disaster that would have been.
How did you and Mr. Emerson meet?
My twin brother and Nick became fast friends as children, and I was the tag-along younger sister. They stormed my tea parties and raided my doll house. Nick used to knot my braids and dangle worms in front of my face, but I retaliated by tying his boot laces together and tossing them high up in the tree branches, so he’d have to walk home barefooted.
When did the two of you fall in love?
I secretly admired Nick as a young girl, but I never thought he reciprocated those sentiments until he returned from university. I initially didn’t take his pursuit seriously, thinking he was funning me or goading my brother, Stephen, but Nick wouldn’t relent. He coerced my brother into getting him nightly dinner invitations and wooed me until I was bereft without him. Ours was a love based on friendship that grew into something intimate and unique that, with God, nothing—not a war, espionage, nor the detrimental physical and mental scars they caused—could separate.
What a sweet love story, Abby. I hope you and Nick are reunited soon. Thank you for being our guest on Novel PASTimes today.
Author Bio:
Lorri Dudley has been a finalist in numerous writing contests and has a master’s degree in psychology. She lives in Ashland, Massachusetts with her husband and three teenage sons, where writing romance allows her an escape from her testosterone filled household.
Find her online at her website and watch the book’s trailer here on YouTube.
To purchase Reclaiming the Spy: